So I’ve finally found some jobs I can do, because they’re not too far away and they don’t want experience – yay! So basically now I’m just hoping that they are still open next month, although I’m thinking about applying now and hoping that they will take me for the end-ish of next month. But now that I’ve found some jobs to apply for and all that jazz, I’m thinking about what I want out of this summer and I’m conflicted because I want to work hard and a lot and make some money, but I also want to have some fun with my friends and everything, so if I’m working a lot and all that jazz I’m not going to be able to do that. Since next summer I want to go to Japan with some of my friends from university – although now I’m wondering if that will happened, because the person that invited me is the same person that sent me the love letter and if that friendship folds, which I hope it doesn’t, then I won’t be doing that – and I also want to got abroad with some of my other friends, since they were talking about going to Italy, which would be amazing.
And then the summer after that I want to got to New Orleans. So this is one of my last summer breaks, since in the adult world you don’t get long summer holidays, unless you’re a teacher and I’m not looking to become a teacher.
Oh I don’t like thinking about what I’m going to do once I leave university, because it’s super scary and all that jazz.
But any ways today has been a sort of dull day, productive, as I’m been revising for all my lovely exams in 2 weeks, which I just hoping will be over with, so I can go home and relax. I also now have another reason to want the break to get here faster, if things get weird between me and the wannabe significant, because he has been trying to get me to stay, which I’m not going to, since I’ve made up my mind completely, especially now, because I’m going to be selfish and cowardly here, since I still haven’t given him a straight answer, but from my end I’ve made it completely obvious I’m not into him in that way and I don’t want to get into a relationship, I think this is the right time to mess around, I’m young and open minded and all that jazz…
Quotes/sayings of the day:
Single is not a status. It is a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others. – Unknown
If you are not happy being single, you will never be happy in a relationship. Get your own life first, then share it. – Unknown